Be honest

Life is full of ups and down..
Living Godly way is never easy for me.
Especially this period of time..
I kept rejecting ppl's concern for me..
Never want to be a burden to others yet unknowingly I did.
I forgotten what God spoke to me regarding wat He had in mind for me.
How foolish am I to walk in my ways rather thn His ways.
I'm dead spiritually. First time I felt so helpless and lost in my life.
Never felt like this before.. Indeed, I super far away from Him.

Asked myself on Sunday, who am I in Christ?
Surprisingly, I can't answer it at all. Went online to search for answer.
Thn realized Diana gave mr a blue card few years ago and asked me keep in my wallet. Bring it everywhere I go.
Only that point of time i know wat those words in the cards really meant to me.

Can I? Can I not?
A blog that used to be so encouraging in the past yet now full of complains and grumblings...

Should I or should I not?