did u ever wonder? why birds can withhold its body weight with just two "orange-colored" legs?
amazing right? why human cant?

abit kind of random. LOL

im so happy that i have found so many primary school back on facebook. ya, a bit like nothing to say like that. LOL. haha. but im still quite glad though.

im very stress up now. hmm, my heart, head and soul is feeling kind of "heavy"
stress from my part time work place esp from my lady boss. should i just quit and that's it? very irresponsible.
well i don have the mind to think when to have drill trainings for the DIs leh.. common test next week and i still donnoe what am i doing. cant study at all. too many things on mind.
next week got a lot of things to do.

On my way to OIP china. though excited for it but a lot of things to do. i heard that we have to do a pre-presentation slides to present to the ppl going for this trip, plus my group have to sort of come up with a dance!! either malay or indian dance for the china ppl! oh craps! how can i dance? this is like so... a trip only mah, why must do so many things???

next year got Drill instructor course, First aid competition, NCO training camp....... plus still got zonal drill.... plus, my service in community work...

a lot hor... i haven plan anything yet............. i wan to shout it out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



can someone bring me to beach? haiz drive me there and bring me home.
fat hope!

im going for Overseas Immersion Program to China from 29 March to 16 april.
im excited to go. (:
free from singapore and everything

yan bu jian wei jing.

indeed it's a failure. :(

fhew! practical test over! yup! i got a feeling that God is hinting me that i will get neurological assessment. the only skills with a lot of steps bah. Thank God that the teacher said i did pretty well!

abt one more week to common test, hmmm.
quite stress this term as most of the modules are not what i often do in hospital at all. or can say that i never do it after i graduate from school bah.

hmmm, was looking through the past posts.. very interesting.
reminded me of all the time God have blessed me.. (: in ite of coz
hmmm, the only thing that i don understand is that why is it only in ite/studies aspect leh?
or is it maybe im not sensitive enough? hmmm
... ... ... ...
it is not that im "emo" or what bah..
it just kind of reflection.. reflecting abt my life..

what on earth have i done after i graduated from BBSS......
what is my priority....
what is my stand....

a failure to be a good shepherd
a failure to lead though im given a chance
and something happened recently.. someone asked me "why she do this to you? u are her officer before leh. why she didnt show u any due respect?"
wah, this is hurting man.
maybe... maybe ... maybe... im just a passerby that doesn't influence anybody life at all..
actually can reflected from the previous sheeps i had before.
ya, i gave them up and its my fault. but i regretted why i never hold on no matter what.
why... why ... they don even know that their actions and lies hurts to the maximun point when i found out the truth. thinking that they can just lie and that's it.
sometime, the more care and concerns u showed upon the person, the disappointment u will become..

always wan me to say say say. but how to say.
no matter how much i tell the leaders, do they really understand?
donnoe how exactly how i feel. * ya. cannot follow feeling... -.-*
or should i say "do u even care as a leader?"
don't hope much from u actually.
to me, maybe u are just another passby in my life. a stranger that i don really know.
or, a leader that don even care.

still, running away don solve the problem.

liars!

hmmm, maybe i just don undertstand love.
can ppl really will change their heart so fast?
something such things happened so often that it make me scare and don wish to get into a relationship.
they are liars when they do such things lah.
if they can do the same to others, they can do the same things to you!
Most, not all are just big liars in their relationships.
guys who are really attached, still sms and sweet-talk with other girls are jerks to the extent.
"oh, they are just friends" "YOU MUST TRUST ME, CAN?"
er xin.
i really dislike such ppl to the max. negative impression. ignore them forever.

good guys are hard to find.

one of my friend said that her boyfriend must sms her everyday in the morning. i questioned her why.
the reason she said that it will makes her life like "good morning dear."
wah, to me is like........ really need meh? everyday sms like that also sianx even though sms is free (for me)


BGR is just too complex and complicated.
i think it's better to stay single huh.

new updates (:

well, so long long long long never blog! hmmm, wat should i write leh? baba lala.. HAHA

hmm, 2.2 not so stress as 2.1 haha! but well, PAS is something like NR? have to read all kind of articles to answer to the questions? i don like it leh! hai. that's the things that i most stressed abt.
everyday have to wake up early no matter wat time my school start, coz have to wait for my sister school bus to come. hai. very tiring leh. :(

my sister got school thn i have to rush home? super tired.
everybody in school is busy. and me too.
who will really understand one's situation when they think they are the most busy person in the world compare to others?

haix. gonna enjoy study.